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Not who he was meant to be...

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Everybody knows the "he",
the one that they all want to see
But not who he was meant to be…

Given manners, name, a way,
living to what others say,
following a scheduled day.

Adaptation, love the pain,
desperation to stay sane,
in the end was all in vain…

The one inside is never free
"person" is but pure debree
Nothing They will let him be

Be the perfect son, don't try
Be it not; disgrace and lie
And disgraces have to die…

His name is telling where he's from;
that he's insane, then add some
Not who he could have become…

He has killed and he had lied,
the childhood that so early died
Not who he is deep down inside…

"Nicodemus" is the "he"
that he is and others see
But not who he was meant to be…
another pice for Nicodemus. Got the idea from thinking a bit on just how much of who he is that has been 'decided' by others; his name was given, his pride was taught, his manners learned... Doubfully he would be anything he is today if he'd for once been free to decide for himself.

Today he meets everyones expectations, and simply lives like that, even the ones that say he's insane... He is breaking rules and adapting what he had been taught to the society today (and called his sister an idiot for not realising that not all the rules apply to the rest of the world (but he would need somebody else to point out that such would go for sexualtiy as well to bring him out of the closet...))
Simply put he never follows andy rules at all whenver he can get away with it, and he loves to find 'holes' that would let him freely downright break laws and such and still not be punished for it...
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Slayer-1412's avatar
Amazing |D; Well, too bad he doesn't want to be a "good guy"